Finito

No more exams! Nothing to do with myself though now etons cancelled, camping is postponed (maybe :S). I'm confused.

Maddy is away, which is a shame because I couldve just celebrated her birthday this weekend.
Do not what to do with this freedom. Just tidying at the moment, and watching The Office on a loop.

Not feeling very creative, or sociable.
Its a little empty.

Gladstonebury

I want to go to Glastonbury so much its ridiculous. I knew this would happen when i nearly tried to book a ticket. Gah.

Foords was good, Andy Smarts was good, then the Foords was good again - watching sunrise (behind clouds) at 5am around a bonfire. Need to kick the D.T. habit though, its not particularly attractive. Laterns and fireworks very pretty, my hidden plate of food delishious and I am in charge of the worst of the videos. Success :)

Gladstone Park festival thingy today. Exciting having Sarah and Alex turn up in my garden then sat by some "interesting" music with disgusting hot dogs. Maddy and I stayed and sunbathed for a bit while children and vicars milled around. Do not envy her list of homework for tonight, though I realise my chemistry knowledge is somewhat lacking.

Sleepy.

666

Only 6 to go. How time flies!

Well, its dragged mostly and I appologise for my abscence. 4 and a half seasons of top chef have been my only solace. Dont want to write about exams. Dont want to write about being down for the last three weeks. Just going to enjoy my minibreak, might go shopping. Ahh where is the sun today?!

Early lunch time?

Yes.

So long, farewell

Auf wiedersehn? Cant speel.
End of year 11! Keep thinking of more people Im going to miss (deserters! the lot of them!) and how empty it will feel :(

Last day was... eventful. School part lovely, not enough mound-sitting or group reminiscing (but im soppy like that) actually it couldnt have been better really. Apart from having a gcse at the end- one i couldve easily answered were i not incredibly hyped up by the thought of never having to wear uniform again.

By the end of the day i was a tad queens parked out however, after two emergency service visits (dont ask) and a downpour.

I love all you leavers very much and look forward to meeting your new (male) friends.
Ugh english revision tomorrow. Freedom my arse.

Xxxxxxxxxxx

Carbon Monoxide

Hate it when people dont invite me to things, and im sure it wasnt a lets not invite x thing, it was just... Pah. wanted to see that movie. BUT had a lovely evening and got to eat which i wouldnt, and a very nice cycle to kilburn, so close! And nice meal with s & k, playing our new favourite rolled up pieces of paper game (degorratory? Perhaps, but fun). Then M and I had a lovely evening, being us. Very tired now but its one of those niggling things so i might not sleep for ages. Tomorrow will be papier macheing hopefully.. wonder when the folks will return from coventry. free yard guys!
No Heroics was discovery of the week; shame it was so short. Electroclash is very good role model surely.

Exams soon... and no more uniform, ever. :(
Not to the uniform obviously. Im not good with change.

Went on facebook to find photo (top) and ended up doing a living social of 5 things near me. this is a problem, and not easily fixed. I rely on fb for way too much, its destroying my ability to communicate with spoken words effectively.

There must be a whore between us or a devil in my head

New obsession! I have now have plenty of new old music to get me through these dark days.

One two three
She's a real left winger 'cause she been down south
And held peasants in her arms
She said "I could tell you a story that could make you cry"
"What about you?"
I said "Me too"
"I could tell you a story that will make you cry"
And she sighed "Ah"
I said "I wanna be a singer like Lou Reed"
"I like Lou Reed" she said sticking her tongue in my ear
"Let's go, let's sit, let's talk"
"Politics go so good with beer"
"And while we're at it baby, why don't you tell me one of your biggest fears?"
I said "Loosing my penis to a whore with disease"
"Just kidding" I said
"Losing my life to a whore with disease"
She said "Excuse me please?"
I said "Losing my life to a whore with disease"
I said "Please... I'm a humble guy with a healthy desire"
"Don't give me no shit because..."

Morning Sunshine

There is no sunshine but I am not turning on that crack game until I have finished everything on my to do list. Went to willesden library this morning and realised its usefulness and beaty (too late of course) then had a nice little cycle around the block (wear longer skirt next time).

Have post-it noted all my exams and put them on my window. Very much looking forward to crossing them off as I realised yesterday I am very very nervous. Its not that I don't think I'll do well, I just don't know that Ill do well enough. I seem to have been setting myself up for disapointment whatever happens. Blargh. At least I know my french speaking test questions and even managed a joke when practicing this morning.

It wasn't very funny.

Unnecessary

I've realised a description of Peggle is slightly unnecessary as the (many many) readers of this blog in fact introduced me to the game. Apart from one. Who was meant to visit tomorrow but *somebody* spent all their money on a dress instead.

:(

My hand is shaking slightly..